crazy stuff… feeling somehow in a confused mood, wanted to lay a bit… thought maybe there is a song with “i’m gonna lie in this bed”…typed in google and this song with its lyrics o_O

Bette Midler - Bed of Roses

Long, long gone yesterday,
And the castle and the prince and the God to whom I prayed.
Well, I made, and I’m gonna lie in this bed of roses.
I’m tired of trying to be free.
Gonna lay down like a sigh in my bed of roses.
Bed of roses I believed my life would be.

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Dreams die harder than pride.
I have learned my lesson well.
I will put them both aside.